It doesn’t happen like that. You don’t just wake up one day and find that everything has worked itself out. You must get out of bed, morning after morning, and make a conscious effort to control the circumstances of that given day. You must learn to handle your issues with grace because you respect what they are attempting to teach you. You must drown your insecurities slowly, one self-realization at a time. You must allow yourself to feel the fear bubbling just beneath your skin but you must never allow it the satisfaction of crippling you; grit your teeth and march on. You see, they never tell you how hard these things will be. This fight to reclaim yourself is not easy or straightforward but, my god, is it necessary.
Too many people owe me my time back
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Old Journal Entry...
If I could go back five years I would:
· Ask that person(s) out
· Go to school dances
· Take art classes
· Not take so many honors/AP classes
· Worn what I wanted
· Not ate so much junk
· Talked to the person who looked cool but intimidating
· Not canceled so many plans
· Gone on more adventures
· Went on nightly walks
· Not have lost contact over summer
· Not have gotten high every day
· Have been nicer to myself
Context- I’m now a first-year college student.
“are you okay” no, next question
do u ever look at ur body and regret all the junk food you’ve ever eaten but then proceed to eat more junk food to comfort urself
2 am
cats are squishy cartoon friends that live in your house with you and do rad stunts. if they like you they vibrate at you very loudly. this is somehow a real animal